Monday, August 4, 2008

We are geese. We are two. We travel in a V for reasons we cannot explain. I watched the water fall down her back, repelling, falling.

We are from the same. Hatched during the wrong season.
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Sunday, May 4, 2008

Sacrifice.


I dont believe the bible.
How would you save your soul from your stupid sins if you gave up something else's soul. Is there some soul collection lair that no one knows about?
creepy. Animals and nature are like god's art. Each cell falls just perfectly to create a shape designed for its life.. why would destroying that justify anything. I dont understand that concept... and I think that if it was never introduced into the world.. there would be this harmony that no one can find.

Equus.


Look back at our struggle for freedom,Trace our present day's strength to it's source;And you'll find that man's pathway to glory is strewn with the bones of the horse.
-Author Unknown

Fucking October.




I miss her face. I miss her bark. I miss being five and having her run with us. I miss camping and sharing marshmallows. I miss her in the chair. I miss the hair on the stairs. I miss warming the food. I miss the bounce in her steps. I miss the squirrel's fear. I miss her spirit. I miss it all. and now im crying. again.





Saturday, May 3, 2008

Hell On Earth Aint Hard To Find





The Civil War was an east coast thing. This place is crawling in its memory. and every year.. a handful of fans, get together and do it again. These..are the photos.










The clothes are real. The horses look confused.

The people smile too much. It gives it away.








Buchanan, Virginia

is where they played.








The Weekend.


bare feet. damp grass. hoodies. the smell of burning wood. silence.






Bufo Americanus

When I was little... we used to go camping. All of us. I remember standing in a creek.. and my dad saying I would always love the things most girls wouldnt.
This was the first toad Ive seen in at least 3 years. He came in the same time as the new neighbor from Pennsylvania. Thanks to the macro.. I got to see all the ridges and bumps in his skin, without taking him captive.. like I would have.. 15 years ago.
They say that if amphibians are around... the ecosystem must be thriving. That they make things okay again.